Bad feeling, recently 
it may because of boring life in Australia. 

waiting for PR, actually it's not a funny job
I really hate it, it's gonna to waste my time and my money 
may be, it's just what Australian government wanted from most of foreigners who have the same situation with me.

well, I really can not do anything at this moment 
the only thing is that i want to say:

I AM SO BORED!!! 

I want to go to university, i want be there 
I want a Real Job, to make me feel being a very valuable person in workplace

GOD, Damn it !　I have nothing left in my life at the moment, at this stage, and at this country !